Always Cold

I'm always cold. It's strange. Even when it's not cold outside I feel cold. It's like the cold lives in my bones and never wants to move out. Where I live, we have really long winters. In fact, it seems like it's only winter all of the time with about 1 month of summer, and not even a very nice summer. It sounds like I must live in canada or something, but I actually live in the North East of the US and it really should not be this cold all of the time.

It's a warm day today, and I am inside of my house and I feel so incredibly cold. It's colder in my house than it is outside. I think people are walking around in shorts, and I'm sitting here with fuzzy socks on an a cardigan. I even had a mini heater going for a bit to warm up my room. If my mom comes home and sees me with this on, she's going to go on about me wasting electricity.

Maybe I have some sort of crazy illness where I'm cold all of the time. Sometimes I'm outdoors, and if there is even a little breeze I start to get cold. The worst part of this is, is that when there is even the slightest hint of warmth, all of the air conditioners in the city turn on, and they don't go off even if the temperature drops again. I guess I better bring out my parkas now that summer weather is finally beginning to make an appearance. You would think that it would be the opposite

Shopping

Whoever came up with the stereotype that women love to shop was lying. Shopping is the worst thing in the world and I don't have any girl friends that enjoy doing it anyway. If I ever have to buy anything, I try to do all of my shopping online so I don't have to deal with walking around stores for decades looking at the ugliest clothes that I have ever seen.

Even though I hate shopping for clothes, it is something that needs to happen. I can't stand the look of most of the things that I own now. But I don't want to put the effort into replacing any of it. It's hard to shop for me because I'm small, so several hours of shopping can often lead to not buying anything when they never have my size.

I think I should just accept the fact that I am probably going to be wearing the same outfits for the rest of my life. I guess it could be worse. I could have no clothes at all. That doesn't really make me feel any better. I wish there was a way to think about the clothes that I would like to have and just will them into existance. You would think that with all of the cool technology we have these daysthis would be something that would be on the forefront of technology. If I had the ability to create things that there is no way they could physically exist on this world, I would do that first. But I guess if I could just create things like that, I could just create my clothes. That makes no sense. What am I even talking about anymore.

Unrelated but this blog is cool. Linkie

Boredom

I don't get bored. I don't understand people who get bored. I could think of a million things to keep me occupied all day. I've head the phrase that if you get bored a lot, it's probably because you are boring and I think that's true. How come people have so much trouble thinking of things to keep them entertained. Do people just not have hobbies anymore?

I have the opposite problem of being bored. In any given day, there are too many things that I feel like doing. I have trouble picking just one thing to do because I want to do everything at once. Sometimes I think that I need to cut out tons of my hobbies just so that I can have an easier time deciding what to do with myself. I'm not complaining about the fact that I am never bored, but it does make one's brain hurt when you can't make up your mind about things to do.

My sister is the kind of person who is bored all the time. She never knows what to do. I wonder how we can be related when I am never bored, and she is always bored. It's very strange. It's strange too because she actually has hobbies and things that she enjoys doing, but she never wants to do any of them. I guess different people work differently, but boredom just doesn't make any sense to me.

It's especially easy to not be bored now that we have so much technology. We can actually access anything we want to. We have access to all kinds of entertainment. We can learn everything just by using the interenet. Who could be bored with that?